Hey, remember me? Who am I kidding! Of course, you do. I know you do. I know we haven't talked to each other in a while. I know that everything ended in a bad note. But I've been doing a lot of thinking and contemplation lately. And, I just wanted to tell you that I miss you. I do. Not that I want to talk to you again. Not that I want get back together. Just that I miss you. I miss being with you. I miss talking you. I miss everything about you. It's heart rending when someone we know become someone we knew. It hurts when the person who knew us more than anyone else becomes a stranger. It's so weird that even after so much time, there isn't a single day that goes without your thought. Sometimes I try to keep myself busy, so that your thoughts don't come barging in. But then I see something, a photo, a quote,or hear a song, or smell the perfume I used when we were together, and everything comes crashing down. That weight is, sometimes, too unbearable. A...
I am writing this because I am really sick of this feeling now and this is all because of me I regret I wish I could get a chance to just remind back to start all over again. obviously you was the best thing that ever happened to me but I had to leave because I was hurting you I broke you. I loved you, my God I loved you.. but its never just has simple as that. day in day out. I hurt you. I took everything out on you instead of understanding you, I kept on fighting and being angry and I blamed you for everything, I broke you everytime. you weren't the person you were the day I met you. Your smile slowly faded and each day would be a new argument. It wasn't easy for any of us. But the difference between US and other; that we never gave up, actually you never gave up on me. This was all for the best, I promise you will find someone who treats you well, protects and Shelters you from ever being hurt. I didn't mean it, I really didn't but coming from a broken family, I wa...
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